Sudden Death

I have no right words to start this blog post since my last post of telling about my marriage, forgiveness and healing of my marriage. Oh how its hard to write this post, my whole life has completely been rocked and shattered since posting last. My husband, I can't even write this without tears so bare with me. My husband had a heart condition we were unaware of and passed away Aug 22, 2015. Apparently he had major plaque built up and his blood clotting disorder built a clot in the plaque area and it took his life. He was only 46 years old. He left behind 4 kids and myself. Our family is beyond shocked, hurt and would do anything to have him back in our lives. Here is his obituary: http://democratherald.com/news/local/obituaries/brian-patrick-glynn/article_59afed80-a0da-5442-9724-fa9891d97f61.html His memorial: http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GSmid=47552591&GRid=151498773&

Our world has been rocked to the core. Planning a funeral for someone you wanted in your life forever. For someone you made future plans with, had dreams with. To know he will not be here to watch his kids get married, have grand babies, to grow old with, I cannot put into words how much my heart hurts. I can't begin to tell you how shattered my heart is, how emotions are so raw right now. How raising 4 kids who needed him in their lives. How can words explain this all when I can't even get my heart to understand? I am devastated, completely and utterly devastated. We honored my husband with full military honors (thank you all who helped make all of this happen)

Brian's army brother came from Massachusetts on behalf of all Brian's cohort brothers. I was honored. They are my family.

A few ways we honored him. Brians army brother Edd had some of the casings from the gun salute at Brians funeral engraved. The other picture is of Brians flag I have hung in my living room next to his army pictures and a picture Brian adored of a copy his grandfather Rex had hanging in his home (we found this at a local garage sale). Brian loved that pictures filled with many memories of his grandfather. I will write more...for now. Please pray for my family. I want to also thank my personal family for EVERYTHING! Helping with hugs, love, support, a shoulder, helping plan Brians funeral, and being a rock in our lives!