I have been looking at my life and am ready to change it completely. I just want to move to a small town away from all these memories. Start over again, giving me a fresh start. I am locked in this prison of memories here in this home. A home I once loved, has now become my prison. Sure its beautiful and it was a blessing to me. But now its no longer a refuge for me. To much I can no longer take.
I decided to start selling things..I mean I want to sell it all. Including this house. I am by myself with no help. 30 years worth of stuff, over 15 in this house alone. Lots to do. I need to move away.
I will figure out a way to do this myself, to prove to myself I can.
Its time for a change..a BIG ONE!!
