Grateful

Though most of my posts are dark recently, because this is where I go to, when I just need to vent or air the darker hurts I do have a ton of things I am grateful for and I am afraid that all I am posting is not the only part of my life and or feelings. I do have more to be grateful for than hurts. I do not want the only memories of my thoughts to be the side I am working on forgiving,and working on changing.

My daughter Julionna in her wedding gown. (I am a photographer and got to take her wedding pictures.

My daughter in law Baylee (Pauls wife) I was honored to also take their wedding pictures.

My daughter in law Jozie (Gabriels wife) ♡

Me and my kids my son Gabe on left, me, my son  Paul, my daughter Julionna and my son JustenBelow is Leon by Onna. Onna holding Noel amd Leon holding Abel. Far left Jozie and Gabe, and Paul and Baylee. Justen far right.

My kids, my new daughhters, my new son in law. my grands. God gave these precious treasures to me. I will always be blessed by these gifts. They are the reason I get up, the reason I keep fighting the battle each day. I pray each of them know how much I love them.

From my Dad

I finally heard back from my father after I wrote him a letter. His letter was well not real personal (at all) kinda like a stranger. But he sent me a treasure. In the past he gave me his bible his grandma Crawford had given to him when he was a boy. Well he just sent me his mothers bible (Lottie) inside is an even bigger treasure. It lists Lotties parents, and grandparents and her sisters and brother.
This is a treasure I am honored to have received. I was not expecting it and did not even know it existed.
Anyway the pictures